Best Friends
I never really did a good blog, but here I go. 
My name is Storm Wendt, no joke.
I'm 5'11" and about 150lbs, can't gain weight no matter what.
I don't play sports anymore because of my teenage desire to be lazy and not do anything, but I used to ski and run track.
Currently almost 15 1/2 and a Sophomore in a High School near Bonney Lake, WA.
Now that is out of the way, lets get to the meat of what I want to say.
I've had this best friend since grade school, and we always jokingly call each other brothers. We normally are pretty cool, but lately we have been grinding gears. He has become extremely picky about anything I do and it annoys me a lot. I get this feeling that I am "lower" to him, because he has a new "girlfriend" every week, where as I like to keep mine for a long time and actually try to have a meaningful relationship. It doesn't help that in english we sit next to each other.
So if he is so much better than me as a human being, I came to the conclusion that I just don't even want to talk to him anymore. I can tell that he is hurt by me not talking to him, texting him, chilling with him, but he needs to learn that I am more than he thinks I am. The only time I see him anymore is in english, in which I use my massive ego to attract other people to talk to. I don't hang out with him in the morning or afternoon, and we don't go driving around anymore (long story, but he is a horrible "back-seat driver"). He slowly is becoming depressed because I was always there to cheer him up after his crappy relationships failed and pretty much all the time I put people in a good mood.
I don't know if I have made the right decision, because I am always the "good guy" even when it comes to something like this with my best friend. I feel bad for him, but the constant disregard for my friendship towards him is fueling my ego to keep up my current course of actions until he straightens out.
Kinda a mini-rant, but its what's going on with me right now.
On a side note, I feel a lot happier than usual not talking to him.
My name is Storm Wendt, no joke.
I'm 5'11" and about 150lbs, can't gain weight no matter what.
I don't play sports anymore because of my teenage desire to be lazy and not do anything, but I used to ski and run track.
Currently almost 15 1/2 and a Sophomore in a High School near Bonney Lake, WA.
Now that is out of the way, lets get to the meat of what I want to say.
I've had this best friend since grade school, and we always jokingly call each other brothers. We normally are pretty cool, but lately we have been grinding gears. He has become extremely picky about anything I do and it annoys me a lot. I get this feeling that I am "lower" to him, because he has a new "girlfriend" every week, where as I like to keep mine for a long time and actually try to have a meaningful relationship. It doesn't help that in english we sit next to each other.
So if he is so much better than me as a human being, I came to the conclusion that I just don't even want to talk to him anymore. I can tell that he is hurt by me not talking to him, texting him, chilling with him, but he needs to learn that I am more than he thinks I am. The only time I see him anymore is in english, in which I use my massive ego to attract other people to talk to. I don't hang out with him in the morning or afternoon, and we don't go driving around anymore (long story, but he is a horrible "back-seat driver"). He slowly is becoming depressed because I was always there to cheer him up after his crappy relationships failed and pretty much all the time I put people in a good mood.
I don't know if I have made the right decision, because I am always the "good guy" even when it comes to something like this with my best friend. I feel bad for him, but the constant disregard for my friendship towards him is fueling my ego to keep up my current course of actions until he straightens out.
Kinda a mini-rant, but its what's going on with me right now.
On a side note, I feel a lot happier than usual not talking to him.
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