Its Been Fun
These last 2 weeks have been a lot of fun . My good friend came back from va beach to hilly tn to SM a play here. It was great to catch up and see what what we have done in a years time. We have both had some tough spills over the last year but things are starting to looking up she has a wonderful caring boyfriend and I finally have a direction for my life . But I still worry about her a lot she is still holding on to her addiction I can see it in her eyes it is still her crutch her savior having been there I can tell that she is not ready to give it up yet . Having been though that I in no way wish to sound like I am better than her it just pains me to see anyone go though what I did and know that all I can do is offer support from far away. It also surprised me how raw my wounds are just talking in depth about it pushed me harder than I ever thought possible it was a nice (though harsh) reminder that wile I can see the light at the end of the tunnel now I am not out yet.