well i've been going through some crap for the past few weeks and now that i finally have the support of the people i love the most...i feel more comfortable talking about everything now.

i'm having a kid.
at first i was super scared i thought people would judge me and not think highly of me. but then i realized, i'm 22. it's not like i'm 15 or 16 and getting pregnant...i'm 22 years old and i've been dating the most wonderful boy for over a year now. i mean my parents were...

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alright so about 9 months after i graduated high school, my parents told me that i needed to start paying them to live at home since i wasn't going to school. which i understood and was fine with, gave me motivation to actually keep a job and not be a bum. at the time my brothers (who are 22 and 24 now) lived at home as well. and we were all paying...or so i thought.

turns out my older brother is the only one who was paying my mom other than myself. my twin brother hasn't given my...

catmmm

lately i've been dealing with something that is far beyond anything that you could ever imagine. I'm starting to get pissed because I'm just hearing crap like "the timing isn't right" but seriously, who the hell gets to decide that? I mean I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason which is why I'm known to just roll with the punches so why should this be any different?

catmmm

i know we've all heard that "bad things happen to good people" so i guess the opposite is true. good things happen to bad people.


i hate how i'm sitting here being bothered by this. i shouldn't be. i shouldn't even care but for some reason i do. my abusive and cheating ex-boyfriend got engaged. this guy was horrible to me in every sense of the word. emotionally and physically abusive. i felt like i couldn't leave him because he made me feel like i had no one else...

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mine are simple.
thunderstorms
bees
heights
and rejection.

i think out of all of those my biggest ones are heights and rejection. my fear of heights is so extreme that i won't even climb a ladder or whenever i go to any sort of amusement park, i won't go on any rides at all... all i do is walk around and i am automatically the "personal belongings holder" for when the people i go with decide to go on a roller coaster or something. i am pretty...

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