http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/ An overclocking forum devoted to maximizing the performance of graphics cards, CPUs, motherboards, RAM and everything else found inside your computer case. en Mon, 23 Nov 2009 05:43:56 GMT vBulletin 1 http://static.overclock.net/images/oc/misc/rss.jpg http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/ http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/915-life-part-1-maybe.html Fri, 20 Feb 2009 09:31:14 GMT Alright, so I have been thinking about life a lot lately. What I have been doing, used to do, and will do. I have always dealt with depression in my own life. Never found a real root or cause of it. But, I have been getting back into some of the things I used to do. When I was depressed and when I... Alright, so I have been thinking about life a lot lately. What I have been doing, used to do, and will do. I have always dealt with depression in my own life. Never found a real root or cause of it. But, I have been getting back into some of the things I used to do. When I was depressed and when I was getting over my depression I used to write poems alot. Stuff that I have been doing has mirrored what I am sorta feeling. I never really was into doing some of the stuff I felt as of late, however, it helps relieve stress when I do.

Two of the earlier pieces I have done, I didn't want to link outside of OCN (my personal website) so I put these here. No one can use these works without contacting/PM'ing me first:

Prototype Theoric

And

The Dark Veil

I have been writing a new poem in my Writing class, so far it is 3 pages long, front to back. So, hopefully that one will look/flow/work much better then any of the others I have written.

Anyways, I have come to see that a lot of things are happening again, mainly to psychologic and health aspects: Sleeping track (the first time I wrote this, it was 3.30AM, not it is 4.30AM), drinking beer or whine, having emotional spouts, having focus issues, eyes get out of whack, etc

I don't know what I really will do. I have a lot of things that can help me and I know what to do when that time comes. Right now though, none of that is working.

I don't know, I feel like I will be ending up screwing up my classes this semester, not because I have to much work-load, but because I can't plan everything out. Not like I don't try, I work as hard as hell on the assignments that I am given and stuff, but I usually end up forgetting, or not doing them. I know most of this is all caused by stress.

I don't know, I am thinking about getting rid of OCN for a while in my life. Maybe, not sure what I will do...

(part two may to come?) ]]> GH0 http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/915-life-part-1-maybe.html http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/914-prototype-theoric.html Fri, 20 Feb 2009 08:18:42 GMT *Prototype Theoric* City of Zion and Zen combined. What is time is time and now mine I see the past , can you see the future If all you want is money and war Then you need to reprogram your mind and realize The the resonance of a bell (Gong sound) Can reflect the way you think, ... Prototype Theoric

City of Zion and Zen combined.
What is time is time and now mine
I see the past , can you see the future
If all you want is money and war
Then you need to reprogram your mind and realize
The the resonance of a bell (Gong sound)
Can reflect the way you think, and the beat of electrodes
Firing in your mind goes like (beat box rythym)
When the fear of an outlaw comes to stride
What races through your mind
Your dreams, your past, your present, your amorphous aurora
The rythym of life
Would be away from your grasp, the reality
(of a hybrid theory so does allow)
A calibur of a virtual effect
To enter your mind de-escalated
To kill yourself in an explosion of pain
When your entire life is a fable
Everyone from genesis to the angel of death
Can not see a trinity tale
Can you see the origin of your past whisping away
The halo around your head proves this theory
This prototype theoric rhythmic rhyme complete
Now take a moment to reflect and think of what I speak.

AD ]]> GH0 http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/914-prototype-theoric.html http://www.overclock.net/blogs/gh0/913-dark-veil.html Fri, 20 Feb 2009 08:17:15 GMT *Dark Veil* The earth children cry for the lonely man When they look through the windows The dark veil that surrounds this man Gives you a slight chill of fear That runs down your line of sight The children of the earth shut their windows, then run and hide. Because the man looks... Dark Veil

The earth children cry for the lonely man
When they look through the windows
The dark veil that surrounds this man
Gives you a slight chill of fear
That runs down your line of sight
The children of the earth shut their windows, then run and hide.
Because the man looks pierce a gaze, through you heart, soul and eyes.
White silvery hair that spikes down, above the void less eyes
But flows down the back of his spine
With a face half full of scars
Still makes you gaze in curiosity
Wondering what longs and stands in the tormented soul
The armor he wears just clanks and clacks with each step he makes
The sword rotating and swirling in ludicrous ways
With a switch (or twitch) of his hand it slashes someone to pieces twenty different ways
He moves onward to complete his dream (task)
And finds his peace in another time and his serenity in another land
The earth children think and dwell
On how this man can depart from their world
Until one little girl, faces her fear of the death of the world
Asking small questions “why do you stay here?”
The man cries from his very soul with an unhumanely moan
Piercing all of the humans ears with a blistering tone
The girl see’s this and gives him some love
The lonely man’s veil is now lifted and he begins to cry out mysterious and foreign words
He soon there after disappears into the heart of the world
Leaving the chill and fear in every heart and soul of the world

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