i heard a song and i wonder if at the rate my life is lived what shall i live for in the end. what comes after the end. is it really the end or just another begining. faith in what you believe in shall guide you pass the end. is there truth in this. what is the truth. can we handle the truth. questions it seems lead onto more questions wit little or no justification to the actual answers. i guess in the end the only truth that stands is once you get to that bridge you will know the truth.

here i am 3:37am awake and wondering why is life the way it is. People say your life is written for you. Others say its from the choices we make that today that our tomorrow is defined. As for me i guess i just live each day. My life is not perfect but would i want it to be perfect then again what would i define as perfect. Its hard to say i guess. Money, fancy cars, wonderful girlfriend - do all these things make one happy. Some might say yes others no. As for me i guess i just live each day. Family...