<![CDATA[Overclock.net - Overclocking.net - Blogs - Phospholipid's thoughts by phospholipid]]> http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/ An overclocking forum devoted to maximizing the performance of graphics cards, CPUs, motherboards, RAM and everything else found inside your computer case. en Tue, 24 Nov 2009 11:06:18 GMT vBulletin 1 http://static.overclock.net/images/oc/misc/rss.jpg <![CDATA[Overclock.net - Overclocking.net - Blogs - Phospholipid's thoughts by phospholipid]]> http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/ my god, if i had a piece of life http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1409-my-god-if-i-had-piece.html Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:49:04 GMT If for an instant God were to forget that I am rag doll and gifted me with a piece of life, possibly I wouldn’t say all that I think, but rather I would think of all that I say. I would value things, not for their worth but for what they mean. I would sleep little, dream more, understanding that... If for an instant God were to forget that I am rag doll and gifted me with a piece of life, possibly I wouldn’t say all that I think, but rather I would think of all that I say. I would value things, not for their worth but for what they mean. I would sleep little, dream more, understanding that for each minute we close our eyes we lose sixty seconds of light. I would walk when others hold back, I would wake when others sleep. I would listen when others talk, and how I would enjoy a good chocolate ice cream!

If God were to give me a piece of life, I would dress simply, throw myself face first into the sun, baring not only my body but also my soul. My God, if I had a heart, I would write my hate on ice, and wait for the sun to show. Over the stars I would paint with a Van Gogh dream a Benedetti poem, and a Serrat song would be the serenade I’d offer to the moon. With my tears I would water roses, to feel the pain of their thorns, and the red kiss of their petals…

My god, if I had a piece of life… I wouldn’t let a single day pass without telling the people I love that I love them. I would convince each woman and each man that they are my favorites, and I would live in love with love. I would show men how very wrong they are to think that they cease to be in love when they grow old, not knowing that they grow old when they cease to be in love! To a child I shall give wings, but I shall let him learn to fly on his own. I would teach the old that death does not come with old age, but with forgetting. So much have I learned from you, oh men…

I have learned that everyone wants to live on the peak of the mountain, without knowing that real happiness is in how it is scaled. I have learned that when a newborn child squeezes for the first time with his tiny fist his father’s finger, he has him trapped forever. I have learned that a man has the right to look down on another only when he has to help the other get to his feet. From you I have learned so many things, but in truth they won’t be of much use, for when I keep them within this suitcase, unhappily shall I be dying.


~GGM ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1409-my-god-if-i-had-piece.html th eraser http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1406-th-eraser.html Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:14:34 GMT women boggle my mind. i wish i could meet every one of them. ask them what makes them so stellar and tell them, if i could, that they are beautiful. women boggle my mind.

i wish i could meet every one of them.
ask them what makes them so stellar
and tell them, if i could, that they are
beautiful. ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1406-th-eraser.html Missing my girlfriend http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1384-missing-my-girlfriend.html Thu, 10 Sep 2009 18:34:38 GMT she's studying @ boston university
i'm studying @ UCSD [university of san diego]



that pain in your chest
it's real
i miss her
December is to far away


/trite ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1384-missing-my-girlfriend.html Ucsd http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1230-ucsd.html Tue, 07 Jul 2009 23:47:03 GMT transferring schools is complicated and it blows. transferring schools is complicated and it blows. ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1230-ucsd.html I want to be a forum moderator sooo bad http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1188-i-want-forum-moderator-sooo-bad.html Wed, 17 Jun 2009 17:26:18 GMT id like to clean up some of the forums
but i dont know how to go about that.
one day they'll have open nominations again
till then, :rolleyes: ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1188-i-want-forum-moderator-sooo-bad.html Day 21- Drunk http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1041-day-21-drunk.html Mon, 30 Mar 2009 03:45:01 GMT Image: http://i735.photobucket.com/albums/ww353/jdqphotos/roompaint/IMG_6039.jpg painted my room. Image: http://photos-a.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-snc1/v2630/229/77/585441957/n585441957_1686504_3401416.jpg party time. im the guy with the green tie. Image:...

painted my room.




party time. im the guy with the green tie.





improv. ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1041-day-21-drunk.html Day 17 - Phospholipid loves cognitive dissonance. http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1021-day-17-phospholipid-loves-cognitive-dissonance.html Mon, 23 Mar 2009 22:23:41 GMT Image: http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j299/jonathanquinonez/anightout/shannon042.jpg the funny thing about life is that, everyone takes it far to seriously. everyone has their profound and unsettling or assuring beliefs, i on the other hand love to challenge the world around me...


the funny thing about life is that, everyone takes it far to seriously.

everyone has their profound and unsettling or
assuring beliefs, i on the other hand love to
challenge the world around me constantly.
there is much to this world, not to bracket
everything i can and make it read-at-hand
for myself.

is it better to destroy then to create what is
meaningless? do i take the leap of faith or
do i live my life the way Nietzsche would
want me to?

my goal - to find universal truths. to find
them and apply them.

Quote:
Originally Posted by Annie Dillard
"The mind wants to live
forever, or to learn a very good reason why
not. The mind wants to return its love, its
awareness; the mind wants to know all the
world, and all eternity, and God. The mind's
sidekick, however, will settle for two eggs
over easy . . . . The dear, stupid body is as
easily satisfied as a spaniel. And, incredibly,
the simple spaniel can lure the brawling mind
to its dish. It is everlastingly funny that the
proud, metaphysically ambitious, clamoring
mind will hush if you give it an egg."
- Teaching A Stone To Talk
]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1021-day-17-phospholipid-loves-cognitive-dissonance.html Day 14 - Potluck pictures and life discussion http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1015-day-14-potluck-pictures-life-discussion.html Fri, 20 Mar 2009 14:26:19 GMT I threw a pot luck with my friends on St. Patricks day, we all went to a park and had a good time.



^that's me grilling



^my friends





I have a bunch more photos, but OCN blog only allows 4 pictures.


I really have no motivation to do well in my college classes, as I'll be transferring to the uni of my dreams next semester. I had a 3.87 last semester, I'll have a 4.0 this semester to make a 3.935, if I got C's in all my classes It still wouldn't matter cause my GPA doesn't transfer. Curse my desire for grad school. ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1015-day-14-potluck-pictures-life-discussion.html Day 11- LA Zoo Pictures + College info! http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1005-day-11-la-zoo-pictures-college.html Tue, 17 Mar 2009 06:58:07 GMT Hey all!

I got into the two colleges I wanted to get into, UCSD and UCSB with a History and Philosophy Majors :D!!!!! YESSS

I have 23 pictures to post, but blog only lets me post 4 :[





]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1005-day-11-la-zoo-pictures-college.html Day 10 - Never met the internets girl http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1004-day-10-never-met-internets-girl.html Mon, 16 Mar 2009 18:20:32 GMT Long story short, our schedules conflicted to much so next time she say's she's gonna pick out a time and we'll meet for sure.




Last night I saw the watchmen, and to be honest it was a little disappointing. I wish there was much more philosophical and moral dilemmas like the book poised but oh well. The books are always better, right?


The LA zoo was amazing - it had so many cool animals right up close, but it did not have the ambiance of the san diego zoo, which I thought was a drag :[ The animals looked soo couped up, I felt said. Thanks again Joe for all your help in going to the Zoo! My friend and I enjoyed it 10x, and there were some cute lookin' girlies I might say.

]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/1004-day-10-never-met-internets-girl.html Day 8 - LA/Concert http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/996-day-8-la-concert.html Sun, 15 Mar 2009 06:19:03 GMT Image: http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-snc1/v2662/146/67/571628295/n571628295_2247748_6979997.jpg Last night I went to a pendulum concert, one of my favorite bands. front row, amazing. than partied. Today I had my teeth cleaned, drove to UCLA, went to the LA zoo, went to bel air, went to...

Last night I went to a pendulum concert, one of my favorite bands. front row, amazing. than partied. Today I had my teeth cleaned, drove to UCLA, went to the LA zoo, went to bel air, went to a st. patties day party in santa monica. i'll post pics of it tomorrow!


Didnt get to meet the girl from LA cause I had to visit family, and the only time was right before a thing she had to go to. So we might meet up tomorrow. ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/996-day-8-la-concert.html Day 8 - Meeting a girl from the Internets. http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/991-day-8-meeting-girl-internets.html Fri, 13 Mar 2009 15:38:58 GMT None of my friends really know I have a blog.
[Well, I have another blog, but not on OCN].
People think I'm funny or smart, and they friend me on the other blog. I have a couple of Penpals, one living in Los Angeles [I live in San Diego, CA - about 3 hours away]. This weekend is my aunts birthday so we're driving up to celebrate and to have my teeth cleaned [she's a dentist]. I figured while I was up there, I'd meet one of my pen pals. We're going to go get coffee.

I'm still weirded out by the whole "meeting people" online thing. It's so strange and unconventional. We're meeting in a public place, that way I can walk on by and if she's not there I can just bolt :ninja: ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/991-day-8-meeting-girl-internets.html Day 7- Music http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/989-day-7-music.html Fri, 13 Mar 2009 04:56:51 GMT Image: http://i735.photobucket.com/albums/ww353/jdqphotos/7a850cd05ff7b991f37199d45802d3535c7.jpg y/y?


y/y? ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/989-day-7-music.html Day 5 - Tennis and school http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/974-day-5-tennis-school.html Wed, 11 Mar 2009 06:26:51 GMT so tired. 3 hours of tennis. can't type



sailing. yummy ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/974-day-5-tennis-school.html Day 4 - Work http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/970-day-4-work.html Mon, 09 Mar 2009 22:45:20 GMT I work for the Department of Environmental Health.






Sigh, I'm off to the Uni now. I don't want to go to class, I feel sick like a dog. I just want to go home and sleep. Tonight; however, will be spent studying Social Psych :[ ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/970-day-4-work.html Day 3 - San Diego Zoo http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/966-day-3-san-diego-zoo.html Mon, 09 Mar 2009 03:39:07 GMT





Last picture is me :] ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/966-day-3-san-diego-zoo.html Day 2 - Guacamole Bowl, San Diego http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/964-day-2-guacamole-bowl-san-diego.html Sun, 08 Mar 2009 16:56:15 GMT

Yesterday was the Guacamole bowl in San Diego. For 5$, we got to sample about 30 teams guacamole and vote for them, almost 2lbs of guac, not including chips :]

]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/964-day-2-guacamole-bowl-san-diego.html Day 1 - Phospholipid decides to make a OCN blog http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/960-day-1-phospholipid-decides-make-ocn.html Fri, 06 Mar 2009 20:52:39 GMT Hello friends - I've decided to take my jab at an OCN blog. I'll post pictures daily, and just things that happen in my life.




Tomorrow is the Guacamole Bowl in San Diego, and my bestfriend gets home from Boston. I'm so anxious, the sun is warm, I have two arms and two legs, so it's a good day. ]]> phospholipid http://www.overclock.net/blogs/phospholipid/960-day-1-phospholipid-decides-make-ocn.html