So since I ever laid eyes on the hideous vehicle my dad so graciously gave me for free (read: I really am thankful for a brand new car that never has reliability issues), I have yearned for a car that excited me.

My dad just does not understand what it is like to be an adrenaline junkie. For me, driving is what sets me high. Sure I can do drugs, but there is something about the art of high performance driving that just puts me in a different world. Nobody I know understands it. NOBODY....

I wish I could win the lottery so I could just say screw school, I don't need a $60,00 piece of paper to determine what I do in life. Its causing more stress that by the time I graduate Ill be just like my dad.. pissed off all the damn time. Probably cus he wasted so much time on his awesome doctors degree that he regrets it all the damn time.

Really I have come to narrow down why my dad is such a narcissistic prick all the time now. Hes got a doctors degree in Professional Engineering...

It pours

For the past couple of moths I've moved out of my rents house and into an apartment with a friend/former room mate from dorms. Things have been going well for the first half of the period... then something seemingly fell out of the window or something cus every reason I left the parents house is now a problem at my apartment?!?!
Two major issues I've come to find myself in again...
I hate it when it is hot, any more than like 78*F or so and I start sweating,...

Since transferring schools things have changed a bit.. I have a job taking up the rest of my time that I'm not in school and game a bit late nite and weekends after homework is done.. I'm enjoying a quiet life at home for now.. hopefully Ill get more free time next semester.

Lately things have been good getting a job and keeping myself busy seems to have organized myself a bit, I value time a bit better now but run low on sleep often which doesn't make me too happy but things are...

as much as I can try, this never works out the way I like it anymore... this last time seemed like a total joke.. no, really, a joke played on me for humor of some sort... a person whom many years ago I called a friend (I first thought this was a joke because this person who intro'd me is rather evil, and finds humor in rather retarded things) introduced me to this girl I knew back from highschool, I always thought she was really cute and wanted to get to know her but that never really happened....