Well this might be the saddest update.
Sadly, this update won't have any picture.
Because I want to reflect on myself and maybe share a story.
Well I'm 16. A young boy that has many potential.
I was born into a average to rich family rznge.
I have a very aggressive father and a very loving father.
I love computer, I loved it since I touched it.
I've been using it since I was 4.
Got internet when I was 8.
I started building computer when I was 14.
Though I enjoy it, my father disliked it.
He doesn't believe that computer will help in any way.
Well as of writing this 12:45, 12 April 2013.
Last Night, when I was installing my acrylic window on my computer.
My father walked in with a bad mood.
The thing is that he doesn't scold his employees but family members (close members like sons and my mother)
Though he is aggressive, he sort of have this mood swing where he will be loving when he isn't scolding us.
Back to last night, he said to turn off the computer (he doesn't know a single thing about my computer).
Everything he learnt about computer was taught by me.
He started to scold me to stop being in my room (I have nowhere else to rest).
He takes my weight to use an excuse of why you need to go out the house to 'explore'.
I didn't want to. I want peace and that is what I can't achieve because he keeps barging into my space.
This past months, I grew to not eat my dinner because I have to follow him to have dinner, so I just stayed at home.
So he said, that night, that computers are ruining your life.
He said that computer won't help you anywhere in life.
It's ruining your exam results and blame it on my failed IGCSE results.
He uses this threat that if I'm not happy with his decisions, that I can always leave his house.
I was tempted to do it but I'm worried of my mother, so I don't.
I already planned what I wish to do. Something related to computers because I enjoy it.
You remember what those inspiring speech says, follow your dream?
Yea, that's what I want to do.
No this is not for people to feel pity for me but I just want to reflect on myself.
Because I don't do that often. Currently, I'm doing my IB diploma and no one have faith in me to pass. Not my father, not my aunt. I think only my mom.
So the big question is, what does it relate to this build?
Well, because I'm doing something relating to a computer (computer case).
I have to hold this project because of course he doesn't allow me to touch a computer and since all my computer is in my room and my tools are in the room too. Anyway, I hope you guys the best because I'm not at my best mood. What I can do now is to update the remaining the pictures that I already got in my image library and after that, we'll see the outcome.